Well, here I sit. Just had a real nice dinner with Jo, Al, Kathy and John. Very nice. G couldn't make it - why am I so disappointed. I do believe my feelings come from the loss of Jeff. I'm not ashamed just confused as to why I feel this way. Why do I feel that he feels the same way. I'm sure he doesn't He is a kind decent person who would not indulge himself like that. and yes I am ashamed of my feelings.
I need to concentrate on my new found freedom and the possibilities that lay before me but I am soooo lonely and I miss Jeff so much. I feel like a half a person.
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